Monday Morning!

Its Monday today n yes the first day of the week, i dunno y many ppl dread this day, n suffer form something called as Monday Blues!

i like this day..i duuno sum how yes i do.. it pumps into me a new energy, but i dont deny tht yes on the Sunday, i feel like not having to go to wrk.. feel tht i hope there are more sundays...
but the moment i get up in the mornin.. m all set for wrk.


lol wrk.. not really.. i think i just come to office coz its like a routine.. i dont put in anything extra, m not motivated enough to try out things or take additional work on my own.
I only do wat m assigned, or asked to do.. yes i do give my 100 percent, by tht i mean i do finish wat is expected the the quality is good.. i would rectify minor things or bring to notice if i feel the system lacks somewhere. but i dont understand the need to show how capable i am, or how much i can do.. or i can sacrifice things for my job, by tht i mean leave out my personal life.. n i dont understand y some friends of mine.. are exact the opposite.
I know i lack somewhere n dont work as most of my friends do.. n i cant say i LOVE my work and i can do anything for getting more of it...

I come to office coz
- i think its routien,
- i work coz i know m responsible for doing it,
- i get paid.(but thts just peanuts)
- i wil get to learn new things.. not even new.. i wld get to learn!

hmmm so is it tht m normal? or is it tht other are more normal.. i know i lack the Zeal to Come to office everyday n take up all the task n Complete it. well a lot of things are behind this.. n things in office hve made this feeling grow in me.
God where i started from n where i have landed into..

but i guess this had to come out.. n m glad it did.

BLANK

Yes.. you got it right the title is Blank.. coz tht is the state of mind i am into from a very long time..
its almost January end now n one month is passed away in this blankness..i duuno wats going on inside my mind.. its not tht its stopped processing, maybe i have a lot of thght which flicker so randomly tht i cant get the time to register..

I am writing this after a very long time n the reason is because i HAVE NOTHIN ELSE TO DO! lol.. m at work right now n not int rested in things around.. so i thght lets shoot the ink on the page.. maybe this wil help me get out of my blankness , n make way for more thghts in my brains.. Also tht i might get some time contemplating on the already present thoughts.. hmm sounds good.. ohh rather feels good...

LIfe.. well thts too vast for me to think abt right now.. so i say, i'd let the thght be where it is.. anonymous, n lost somewhere in the tiny nerves of my brain!